Isreal - same mentality as Hitlar's Germany

I grew up in 70s and 80s with the romantic idea of Isreal.A country surrounded by enemy states yet strong, result, gives vengance for vengance. It has survived the neighbours with enmity towards it and not only survived but have progressed in many field. It has progressed technologically, it has progressed in agriculture and it is a nation of start ups. It is also fields with India. It takes no nonsense, proud, resolute, capable, bold and rich. I wanted to visit her in this life time. Then I read RISE AND KILL FIRST written by Ronen Bergman, an authoritative history of Isreal and her security aperatise. It talks about how Mossad and other agencies working with the goverment has kept Isreal safe. Yes, they have kept Ireal safe. But only by being the worse of its enemy. If the enemy killed 2, they would kill as many as they can. The enemy of course was uncropulous. Suicide bombing is the worse act of cowardice against unsuspecting, harmless civilians and also agaist its own as they sacrifice the suicide bomber with false laughable promise of unlimitted virgins in afterlife. But Isreal was equally bad in killing women, children. Isreal was bad in branding everyone in the enemy country as terrorists and hence justified many of their abnominable acts of terror, revenge and blood thrust. Hitlar killed scores of jews. So did Isreal kill scores of arabs. Mindlessly, with hatred in their singed hearts. Its the history that has to be blamed. No good comes out a bad act. Every act is nothing but paying forward, so let the act be good always. Knowledge makes us real. I now have no romantic visions of Isreal anymore.