Moving to a new role without having a team is something I wouldnot have imagined how it would be even few months back.
But this has been my reality last couple of months and its something thats forcing me to brings out everything that I have inside me to just cope, just tide over.
It beats me why people from other groups couldnt moved to my group allready. We have to establish this group but the other groups are established, moving few frome ach group wouldnt have hurt them that much but would have helped me a lot. But that wasnt done.
Day after day, I work every waking hours of the day, including weekends.
Hopefully, will get few guys by end of the year but still it would take months to be in the same position I was in my previous role.
It takes time but that is something no one would be willing to give. I keep reminding myself to stay calm, sta focused and stay positive that this too will pass and better days would emerge.
I need to recurit a manager, where do I find him?
Its a huge sacrifice, havent gone anywhere on holidays so far and its unlikely that we will find time soon to do it. Havent even thought of getting a car since wouldnt be able to invest time in going around getting a car and then getting the licence in Krung Thep.
I fear burnout.
Often, wonder if its worth it. But then I have to pull up the scok and remind myself millionth time that I have mastered different jobs before and will do so this time too.
I feel bad for Shrihaan. He doesnt deserve the pain he is going through having to adjust to the new school. Wonder if I made a mistake in deciding on this school, may be should have opted for BSM.
We pray for all of us and our friends.
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Myself: Shrihaan, sleep. You just sleep 8 to 10 hours.
Shrihaan: Oh, I just need to sleep for 2 hrs, 8 to 10? No problem!
You gigle your khak khak giggle!
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Myself: Shrihaan, keep the lego, no more today.
Shrihaan: I know why you dont want me to play with it, if I finish, I will ask for one more. So you want me to be slow in making it.
Naughty, naghty my boy.
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But this has been my reality last couple of months and its something thats forcing me to brings out everything that I have inside me to just cope, just tide over.
It beats me why people from other groups couldnt moved to my group allready. We have to establish this group but the other groups are established, moving few frome ach group wouldnt have hurt them that much but would have helped me a lot. But that wasnt done.
Day after day, I work every waking hours of the day, including weekends.
Hopefully, will get few guys by end of the year but still it would take months to be in the same position I was in my previous role.
It takes time but that is something no one would be willing to give. I keep reminding myself to stay calm, sta focused and stay positive that this too will pass and better days would emerge.
I need to recurit a manager, where do I find him?
Its a huge sacrifice, havent gone anywhere on holidays so far and its unlikely that we will find time soon to do it. Havent even thought of getting a car since wouldnt be able to invest time in going around getting a car and then getting the licence in Krung Thep.
I fear burnout.
Often, wonder if its worth it. But then I have to pull up the scok and remind myself millionth time that I have mastered different jobs before and will do so this time too.
I feel bad for Shrihaan. He doesnt deserve the pain he is going through having to adjust to the new school. Wonder if I made a mistake in deciding on this school, may be should have opted for BSM.
We pray for all of us and our friends.
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Myself: Shrihaan, sleep. You just sleep 8 to 10 hours.
Shrihaan: Oh, I just need to sleep for 2 hrs, 8 to 10? No problem!
You gigle your khak khak giggle!
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Myself: Shrihaan, keep the lego, no more today.
Shrihaan: I know why you dont want me to play with it, if I finish, I will ask for one more. So you want me to be slow in making it.
Naughty, naghty my boy.
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