It doesnt pain me much.
Since childhood I can remeber, I dont even have one impression of a experiece where he had been a real big brother to me.
No suddenly I realise that I was wrong. If he didnt stood by me, my marriage wouldnt havve happened. Im grateful to him for that one brotherly act.
Not much happy moments witth him either. It was allabout him being taking care of his needs and future.
Yet the emotional distance wit him pains. I dont have any malice towards him.
We still used to have a working relation with him. That changed with his marriage to a insecure girl from Bolpur.
Our scheming uncle, who was also very insecure about everything, got him married to her and she ensure her hubby got distanced from all his relatives.
Such is the ways of life.
Its now more than 4 years we havent met or talked.
Both of us were raised by our aunt and uncle and may it was reason that we never got close to each other, the way some brothers do.
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