You

He still misses her. The late evening sms's. The shy smile. The forced ignoring. The waiting. The easy ways of working. The messages that God heals and God is there that hinges us to reality and something ebyound the everyday reality. The sms's has as expected comedown to allmost nothing. The memories stays, the memories pain, the memories make the yearning to get back you. The old woudn that never healed craves for somethings that never happened, the thoughts that were full of pontials yet never happened. You came to Bangkok many times yet never met, will never meet. Meeting means meeting alone. Being forever the good girl of the family means me to always having to remeber you as someone I wanted in my life but its something never to happen. But I do believe in impossibles happening in life. So the waiting would continue.