Have been agonising over last several weeks and was trying to see the future. There suddenly were two choices and both were something we have wanted. This is probably the first time I have taken a decision to leave the place the work with the sense that I wanted to have both these for more time and a dinstinct sense of incolpleteness. The risk apetite is decided by the experience and now my mind is deciding something agaist my heart. Im being forced to be ruthlessly pragmatic and take a path which I believe will have astabilising effect on our lifes, whether the quality of life would be, I dont know. However, Im vindicated again that prayers ae answered and could nt have expected to have better choices at this point in time. In a way, it is about life coming full circle, back then I chose something against something else and after several year Im choosing the later agaist the former. It is walking aways from somthing we deeply value and feel thankful too but at this stage in life, Im not comfortable to accept the uncertainty related risks that comes with it.
Growing up in Baruipur and studying in Tirthpati institute, I never dreamt the big gambles and bigger dcision that I will have to make. I have taken risks betting on future to unfold in some way only to realise that there were events to happen which were much beyound my comprehension or everyone's imagination but these events also brought some opprtunities with it.
2011 is all set to become a year when we will build our life. We will go back to our apartment with the full knwolegde that we will latr again will have to try to buy something bigger again. The school is something we worry a lot and pray a lot and it would take all the networking we are capable of to secure the one we desire.
Most critically have to rebuild the career. Its deeply unnerving when inspite of best effort and demonstrated results, the desired recognising go begging and somebody else gets it. That is also life and we have to accept so we have still make the dreams come true.
The stability was never at more premium in my current state of mind. It gives a chance to build something call roots and home for our son, have the library we always wanted, have people around to meet in the weekends, make plans with the savings, a bit less complicated and bit less unclear state of being.
It doesnt mean that our gypsy days are over but it could also be a phase of the inof the gypsy life and the journey would continue. We will live and work in other places at other times.
We wish ourselves all the best.
Growing up in Baruipur and studying in Tirthpati institute, I never dreamt the big gambles and bigger dcision that I will have to make. I have taken risks betting on future to unfold in some way only to realise that there were events to happen which were much beyound my comprehension or everyone's imagination but these events also brought some opprtunities with it.
2011 is all set to become a year when we will build our life. We will go back to our apartment with the full knwolegde that we will latr again will have to try to buy something bigger again. The school is something we worry a lot and pray a lot and it would take all the networking we are capable of to secure the one we desire.
Most critically have to rebuild the career. Its deeply unnerving when inspite of best effort and demonstrated results, the desired recognising go begging and somebody else gets it. That is also life and we have to accept so we have still make the dreams come true.
The stability was never at more premium in my current state of mind. It gives a chance to build something call roots and home for our son, have the library we always wanted, have people around to meet in the weekends, make plans with the savings, a bit less complicated and bit less unclear state of being.
It doesnt mean that our gypsy days are over but it could also be a phase of the inof the gypsy life and the journey would continue. We will live and work in other places at other times.
We wish ourselves all the best.
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