Alone?

Since that fateful day when, lost my mother, seem something in me has snapped and lost th groove. Often, a sense of hopelessness and felling of being alone would pervade the soul though there is many reason to be hopeful of the days to come. It mightnt also hel-p that staying in foreign countries deprive us ofthe sense of root and belonging and its a massive fight to keep the depression at bay.

This early morning at Changi airport after a largely sleepless night. Its also gawning that would love to live in a country like this but chances are not that attractive. That too, the root would take a long long time to grow.

Now time to search for Time Attax.

Came back to Bangkok. Had a lovely discounted (promotional lunch!) lunch with Dona at the food court of Big C with Dons. While coming back, had a telecon which resulted in a possible visit to China in next couple of weeks.

The phone calls for jobs are desired but happening now. In my heart, I know that the difference between despair and hope is a phone call. When will it come?

How do we influence a nine year old to take interest and learn guiter and singing? He says that its boring. We are afraid that if he doesnt learn now then may be when he grows up, he would ask us why didnt we force him to love these! Love happens, no one can force.

Yet, one can indeed manipulate love. But how?