I have had many difficult phases in my life but two have shattered me more than anything and one of it Im going through currently. What my Ma did created a huge void in me but changed me for the worse-made me more insensitive and bit ruthless towards others.
The best phase of my life remains since marriage, since Dona came to my life and we had out son. Her operation has created huge turmoil and uncertainty in my mind and this uncertainty, confusion and resulting depression, frustration and general hopelessness is creating havoc to me.
This shouldn't be this way. I need to find positivity and sustainable to be in the sunshine. It is for him that we have to live long so he can have the rich life he so deserve.
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