We have now completed 10th year of togetherness. Its has been rough, it hasnt been easy, it has it fair share of ups and downs, the dependenace has gone up and above everything else, we have our son, the most beautiful experience ever, something we would love to live again and again. I have seen my life improve over the years, got more serenity, peace and most importantly some grounding and reason to live, hope, dream. At the lowest moments, she would be there like a wall, that much I now know.
The first phase of my life is practicaly over with very few linkages remaining intact barring few friends with whom have sporadic contacts. However, most important linkage remains strong that is my faith in devinity, it helped me remain sane.
We celebrated it in Vietnam. A 11 days trip to HoChi Minh city, Hanoi and Halong Bay. One of our best holidays. Shennu wasnt not excited to go but he was very reluctant to come back to Bangkok as well at the end. So, we all love the trip and felt we should have taken more days off to visit beautiful places like Sapa, the Dunes and some other places.
Now we are into very difficult phase of life. All my working life, I have got decent scope for savings by managing the budget, however, a potential phase is looking at our phase when we maynt have much savings but can have a good quality of life and more importantly, a very good education for Shennu. On the otherhad, we might have a choice of a life with decent education, good saving but average quality of life. The choice is not obvious and we are leaving it to Him to decide and guide us so we can take the right path that will keep us good.
The first phase of my life is practicaly over with very few linkages remaining intact barring few friends with whom have sporadic contacts. However, most important linkage remains strong that is my faith in devinity, it helped me remain sane.
We celebrated it in Vietnam. A 11 days trip to HoChi Minh city, Hanoi and Halong Bay. One of our best holidays. Shennu wasnt not excited to go but he was very reluctant to come back to Bangkok as well at the end. So, we all love the trip and felt we should have taken more days off to visit beautiful places like Sapa, the Dunes and some other places.
Now we are into very difficult phase of life. All my working life, I have got decent scope for savings by managing the budget, however, a potential phase is looking at our phase when we maynt have much savings but can have a good quality of life and more importantly, a very good education for Shennu. On the otherhad, we might have a choice of a life with decent education, good saving but average quality of life. The choice is not obvious and we are leaving it to Him to decide and guide us so we can take the right path that will keep us good.
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