RTi-Returning to India.
Its a choice. Out of the three possibilities, two are in India.
Out of India for six year, living in Philippines and Thailand, its a stew of emotions that is playing in our mind endlessly with no clear decisions.
It dawns on us that resisting it resulting in mind numbing sadness, acceptance and working on it is liberating.
One major considerations is the kind of education available in the two Indian cities.
Realised like we have moved on, so have Bangalore. There are several good schools which is kind of reassuring. So does Mumbai.
Working in an International environment is kind of addictive which is difficult to give us. One road leads to future where work will be confirned to India and the other would leave open an option that in future such opprtunities to work and live abroad may be there. This urge to have this choice directly contrdict with the other thought to settle somewhere to grow root such that Shrihaan will have a permanent place called home. This again contradicts with the fact that sense of permanance is in mind and we ourselves may want to move away from it in future.
Right now Bangalore seems to have the edge given relatively safe environment, presence of many good schools and relatively quiter lifestyle unlike the mad rush that is epitomised in Maximum city.
We still dont know where we will be this time next year.
We continue to pray for guidance.
Its a choice. Out of the three possibilities, two are in India.
Out of India for six year, living in Philippines and Thailand, its a stew of emotions that is playing in our mind endlessly with no clear decisions.
It dawns on us that resisting it resulting in mind numbing sadness, acceptance and working on it is liberating.
One major considerations is the kind of education available in the two Indian cities.
Realised like we have moved on, so have Bangalore. There are several good schools which is kind of reassuring. So does Mumbai.
Working in an International environment is kind of addictive which is difficult to give us. One road leads to future where work will be confirned to India and the other would leave open an option that in future such opprtunities to work and live abroad may be there. This urge to have this choice directly contrdict with the other thought to settle somewhere to grow root such that Shrihaan will have a permanent place called home. This again contradicts with the fact that sense of permanance is in mind and we ourselves may want to move away from it in future.
Right now Bangalore seems to have the edge given relatively safe environment, presence of many good schools and relatively quiter lifestyle unlike the mad rush that is epitomised in Maximum city.
We still dont know where we will be this time next year.
We continue to pray for guidance.
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